Now nothing can change..

liddyinred @ 2005-01-24T21:34:00

2005-01-25T02:44:39Z

And it keeps getting better..

Had a much needed skip day. Didn't finish taking finals..which I still have to do. Got to sleep till 11:30ish which was good since I didn't get to bed till 2 last night. Jonny got here around 1 we watched Big Daddy and then went tubbing. Haha. Beleive it or not I didn't complain to much =)..well I tryed not to anyways.
School tomarrow, not looking forward to it. Besides F block with my two favorites (Nena & Jillard) Should be someone fun. We'll see.

liddyinred @ 2005-01-23T12:27:00

2005-01-23T17:27:37Z

have yOu..

x. Fallen for your best guy friend - yes
x. Made out with JUST a friend - yes
x. Been rejected - yes
x. Been in love - yes
x. Used someone - no
x. Been used - yes
x. Been cheated on - yes
x. Done something you regret - yes

Last Person...

x. You talked to - Carley
x. You instant messaged - Kerin
x. You yelled at - Father
x. You laughed with - Carley
x. you have a crush on - yes, currently
x. Who broke your heart - no comment

Do you..

x. Color your hair - yes
x. Have tattoos - no
x. Piercings - yes
x. Have a boyfriend- yes =)
x. Floss daily - no
x. Own a webcam - no
x. Ever get off the damn computer? - occationally
x. Sprechen sie deutsche - I can barley speek
x. Habla espanol - same as above

Have you/do you/do you have..

x. Considered a life of crime - yes, murder
x. Considered being a hooker - can't say I did
x. Considered being a pimp - no
x. Think you are psycho - no
x. Split personalities - no
x. Obsessive - no
x. Obsessive compulsive - I admit
x. Panic - you can say that
x. Anxiety - sometimes
x. Depressed - at times
x. Suicidal - no
x. Obsessed with hate - no
x. If you could be anywhere, where would you be: With Jonny, anywhere but here.
x. What are you listening to - Brand new
x. Can you do anything freakish with your body- you'll have to see for yourself ;)
x. Chicken or fish - chicken
x. Do you have a favorite animal, no matter how lame it may be - zerba
x. Current Mood - tired
x. Current Taste - orange juice
x. Current Hair - down
x. Current thing I ought to be doing - taking a shower
x. Current Desktop Picture - uhh changes from day to day
x. Current Favorite Group - not sure
x. Current Book - are you kidding?
x. Current Refreshment - orange juice
x. Current Worry - I worry to much
x. Current Crush - Jonnys dad, ha!

Are you..

x. Understanding - for the most part
x. Open-minded - yes
x. Interesting - you tell me
x. Hungry - yes
x. Friendly - yes
x. Smart - brillant
x. Moody - yes
x. Childish - can be
x. Independent - yes
x. Hard working - ehh
x. Organized - no
x. Shy - no
x. Difficult - yes, I try not to
x. Bored Easily - yes
x. Thirsty - not now
x. Responsible - yes
x. Sad - sometimes
x. Happy - @ the moment
x. Trusting - yes
x. Talkative - yes

I have nothing to say besides..

2005-01-23T16:25:07Z

I constently make things impossible...

And I blame myself because I make things hard
and you're just trying to help.
I'm a failure by design.

liddyinred @ 2005-01-22T19:59:00

2005-01-23T01:00:38Z

HAVE I EVER:
Made you smile:
Made you laugh:
Made you cry:
Made you think:
Had an impact on you:
Did something to make you love me:
Kissed you:
Hugged you:
Stood up for you:
Talked to you:

WOULD YOU BE EMBARRASED TO:
Kiss me:
Hug me:
Hang out with me:
Tell me anything:
Tell me you liked me:
Give me a high five:
Laugh with me:
Tell me a secret:
Smile at me:
Come to my locker:

DO YOU:
Look up to me:
Hate me:
Love me:
Like me:
Feel safe with me:
Dream about me:
Think about me:
Think I'm weird:
Think I'm cool:
Like my personality:
Like my looks:
Like my clothes:
Like my eyes:
Think I'd hurt you:
Think I care about you:
Think I love you:
Think I'd die for you:
Trust me:

WHAT'S THE:
Best memory you have of me:
The worst memory:
Worst thing you've ever told me:
#1 thing you like most about me:

WOULD YOU:
Hate me:
Kill me:
Hurt me:
Make me smile:
Make me laugh:
Make me cry on purpose:
Tell me anything:
Trust me:
Embarass me:
Talk to me:
Be afriad of me:
Be nervous around me:
Spread rumors about me:
Throw something at me:
Tickle me:
Scare me:
Comfort me:

WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF:
I completely trusted you:
I hated you:
I loved you:
I told you a secret:
I was choking:
Asked you a serious question:
I was really sick:
Asked you for a kiss:
Asked you for a hug:
Asked you to be my friend:
I bought you something:

WHAT'S MY:
Weakness:
Strength:
Love:
Soft spot:
Favorite band:
Personality like:
Smile like:
Hair like:

WHAT:
Reminds you of me:
Would you do for me:
If you could give me anything in the world what would it be:
What have I done for you:

liddyinred @ 2005-01-22T00:07:00

2005-01-22T05:13:06Z

Updating once again

Its been a long day I had finals all day then cheerleading at 4:00 went pretty well for the most part, did some pretty layouts. Steve and Jonny picked me and Carley up from cheering at 6:30. Me and Steve got in another fight and I started walking home with Carley..Jonny followed, even though I told him to get back in the car. It was WAY to cold and I wasn't going to get back into steves car so i called my dad to come pick us up...ehhhh so much for plans. Me and Jonny ended up hanging around my house all day watching movies and such. =) you know how we do..lol.

I almost forgot I lite my babys face on fire.. I know im terrible.

liddyinred @ 2005-01-21T14:49:00

2005-01-21T19:53:16Z

Yesterday was a good day spent with my boy <3.

Today: School was another stressfull day. Had funals and stuff, left my computer final. Fucking teachers. Have cheerleading at 4:00 till 6:30 then going out with Steve and Jonny. who knows whats going on..never do.

Comment

liddyinred @ 2005-01-19T15:13:00

2005-01-19T20:18:24Z

I came to the conclusion that my brain is permanently fried. I did real damage over the years. So im basically a retard.
Jonny is the only thing keeping sane.
Update Later.

liddyinred @ 2005-01-18T14:49:00

2005-01-18T20:02:42Z

Indianapolis- Memories i'll never forget. My cheer girls made this weekend the best possible =). Overall we didn't do as good as we could have coming in 5th outa 18 isnt as bad as i thought. Are Jr. team did amazing as always. National Champs (out of 24) you girls should be very proud of yourselfs.
Coming home to Jonny was nice <3 :)I have to admite it wasn't the same without him.

Thats it for now.

Now is a never ending thing <3

2005-01-14T03:38:44Z

Havn't updated in a few days and i don't know where to start off so im just going to write about today.

Woke up this morning feeling terrible so my mom insisted i stayed home to catch up on sleep. I sleeped till 12ish & then i started packing. Jonny came over a little bit after that. <3 im going to miss him.
Im leaving for Indianapolis tomarrow for nationals. Can't wait! ( Girls, lets show them what Dreamz are made of, i love you all no matter what happends ) Jenna: Thanks for the messages =) i love you!!!

I'll update when i return.

liddyinred @ 2005-01-10T22:39:00

2005-01-11T03:49:19Z

What i thought was such a bad day didn't end out to bad. =)

After school went out with Steve and Jonny to the mall and such till around 6 then we ended up coming back to my house. Steve left around eight & then me and Jonny "watched" cabin fever till 10ish.

So I still didn't get a chance to talk to Jenna which i still have to do.

liddyinred @ 2005-01-10T14:19:00

2005-01-10T19:19:30Z

I have kissed someone

on the cheek.
on the lips.
on their hands or fingers.
in my room.
in their room.
of the same sex.
of the opposite sex.
younger than me.
older than me.
with jet black hair.
with curly hair.
with blonde hair & blue eyes.
with flaming red hair.
with straight hair.
smaller/shorter than me.
bigger/taller than me.
with a lip ring.
with a tounge ring.
who was drunk.
who was high.
who I had just met.
who was homosexual.
who I didn't really want to kiss.
on a holiday.
who was going out with someone close to me.
who was my good friend's brother or sister.
who had been/is in jail.
in a graveyard.
at a show/concert.
at the beach.
in a pool, jacuzzi, or some type of water.
who was legally too young/old for me to have sex with
with dyed hair.
with a shaved head.
who was/is my good friend.
who was/is in a band.
who has tattoos.
who is of a completely different race than me.
in the rain.
in another continent besides where I was born.
with an accent.
with an std.
on a boat.
in a car/taxi/bus.
on a plane.
at the circus/carnival.
with a missing body part.
in the movies.
eskimo style.

liddyinred @ 2005-01-09T22:19:00

2005-01-10T03:32:21Z

My weekend, hmmm where do i start?

Friday: School unfortunately then i had cheering till 7. Cheerleading went good. Then a little bit after i hung out with Jonny, Steve, Brandon and Katie.Everyone ended up leaving around 1:30 and Shortly after i fell asleep.
Saturday: Hung out with Jonny all day and "double dated" with Jenna and Brandon. Fun stuff! =)
Sunday: Woke up early for a cheerleading comp. in Rhode Island. Went pretty well. Jonny and Jenna came my two favorites so that was exciding. I got a really pretty flower from the most amazing boy ;). After the comp. got out we ending up going out to eat. Jonny had a basketball game after that he came back over and i spent the rest of the night watching "man on fire" with Brandon and Krissi.

liddyinred @ 2005-01-07T14:15:00

2005-01-07T20:07:42Z

The snow day was nice, got to hang out with my boy all day. Life is getting a little hetic at times with school, cheering, parents... it's all some what overwhelming.

Today wasn't to bad, went by fairly fast so i didn't mind. Cheering in a half hour then hanging out with Jonny for the night <3 i bet you could have guessed that one ;).

liddyinred @ 2005-01-06T05:45:00

2005-01-06T10:47:36Z

No School :)Soooo Happy about that, wasn't going to go anyways but now me and Jonny can have a movie day! Wooo, gatta love em'. I woke up and now i can't go back to bed, i hate it when that happends.

Jillian Rollins is B E A uuutiful ;).

liddyinred @ 2005-01-05T16:03:00

2005-01-05T21:03:13Z

And now the stars aren't out tonight,
But neither are we to look up at them

Take this hand and never let it go..

I feel like i lost everything when your gone.

2005-01-05T20:56:26Z

Today was overall a good day expecally compared to yesterday. Would have been better if i didn't loose Jonny at the end of the day. I drew him a picture of me, him, kerin, and mike :) it was Beautiful. We'll now hes at sky club and by the time he gets home i have cheerleading till nine therefor me and him arnt hanging out tonight :(. Hopefully tomarrow we dont have school so i can spend the day with him and jenna getting consoling because i made him bleed. i know im such a horrible person! I promise it was an accident, still feel pretty bad about that. Today was me, kerins, and megans loner lunch.But now that i think about it its really not that bad because we saw some kidd who was sitting all by himself (he has OCD) i wanted to go over there so bad to keep him company but i didn't want him to think i was making fun of him or doing it to be an asshole...Maybe next time ill try. Hopefully cheerleading will be another good practice, we need it consitering we're competing Saturday in RI and nationals in Indanapolis is in 10 days, can't wait to get out of this town. I Love my cheer girls :) thats it...Comment <3

liddyinred @ 2005-01-04T22:01:00

2005-01-05T03:04:56Z

Havn't updated in so long. Brooke made me a new layout, nice hu? :) Thanks hun. Basically i hang out with Jonny all week/end which is always nice..Can't hang out with him till Thursday, which sucks.

Today wasnt to bad untill i got home from cheering I had a deep conversation with my parents i overall suck at life. hm. awesome.

liddyinred @ 2004-12-31T16:37:00

2004-12-31T21:43:40Z

oOangiereesa11: brown or blue eyes?
LiddyinRed: blue
oOangiereesa11: im too busy staring at your chest haha

haha Angela is my lesbian lover :)

liddyinred @ 2004-12-31T16:02:00

2004-12-31T21:02:55Z

1. My first name:

2. Where did we meet?:

3. Last name?:

4. How long have you known me?:

5. How well do you know me?:

6. Do I do anything crazy?:

7. Do I believe in God?:

8. When you first saw me what was your impression?:

9. My age?:

10. Birthday?:

11. Color hair?:

12. Color eyes?:

13. Do I have any siblings?:

14. (If opposite sex) Have you ever had a crush on
me?:

(If same sex) Have you ever been jealous of me?:

15. What's one of my favorite things to do?:

16. Do you remember one of the first things I said to you?:

17. What's my favorite type of music?:

18. What is the best feature about me?:

19. Am I shy or outgoing?:

20. Would you say I am funny?:

21. Am I a rebel or do I follow all the rules?:

22. Any special talents?:

23. Would you consider me a friend?:

24. Would you call me preppy, slutty, a homie,
average, sporty, hippie, glam, nerdy, snobby,or something else?:

25. Have you ever seen me cry?:

26. If you haven't and you did would you try and make
me feel better?:

27. If there were one good nickname for me what would
it be?:

28. Are my parents still together?:

29. What do I love?:

30. Is there anything you want to tell me that i don't
know??:

For the opposite sex.....

1. Am i pretty, ugly, average, hot, cute or something
else?:

2. Have we kissed? If not would you kiss me? If you have, would you kiss me again?:

3. Would you ever consider going out with me? AND if you already have, would you go out with me again?:

4. What do you think is my best feature?:

5. Am i huggable?:

6. Are we friends, good friends or something else?:

7. Am i special to you?:

8. What is one thing you love about me?:

9. If you did ever ask me out how would you ask me?:

10. What was your first impression of me?:

11. If we were to ever break up would you still want
to be my friend?:

liddyinred @ 2004-12-31T00:24:00

2004-12-31T05:24:28Z

I figured i would update since i havn't really wrote anything in a while.

uhm uhm...
so 2004 was a pretty alright yr i guess.
i guess i'll miss it?
not to much i can complain about.
finally with Jonny,
which i would have to say the best thing all yr.

whats 2005 gonna bring?
whoo knoess.
i never really make new year resolutions anyways.
but maybe this yr, i'll change my mind.
i never really could stick to anything.
for those of you that know me,
you'd say i give up way too easily.

liddyinred @ 2004-12-30T18:31:00

2004-12-30T23:31:06Z

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liddyinred @ 2004-12-30T16:48:00

2004-12-30T22:12:32Z

[name] Liddy
[remix'd] Lismister, Lidiah, Lidster, Lidder..much more
[who gave you the above] friends
[birthday] 7/15/89
[siblings] Brandon and Carley
[hair color] redish brown
[eye color] blue
[height] 5'1

[been kissed] yes
[been in love] yes
[done drugs] yes
[eaten an entire box of ramen] no
[been on stage] yes
[been dumped] yes
[dumped someone] yes
[gotten in a car accident] yes
[dyed your hair] yes

THIS/THAT

[cold / hot] hot
[blue / red] red
[rain / snow] snow
[give / receive] give
[wool / cotton] cotton
[rose / daisy] rose
[chocolate milk / plain milk] chocolate
[spring / fall] spring
[history / science] science
[math / english] english
[coke / pepsi] coke

OPPOSITE SEX

[do you like someone right now] yes
[do they know] yes
[do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend] yes, Jonny <3

FRIENDS

[who do you see most often] Cheer girls
[who is your most annoying friend] not sure
[which one do you wish you saw more often] Jenna

[who do you email the most] Derek
[whos the loudest] Britt or Steph
[whos the shyest] none of them
[who are you jealous of] no one
[who has the best room] can't say
[whos the most horny] Ashli haha im kidding.
[who do you trust the most] All of them
[who knows the most about you] Jenna
[whos your best friend] Jenna

WITHIN THE LAST 24 HOURS

[had a serious talk] nope
[hugged someone] yes
[missed someone] yes
[fought with a friend] no
[cried] no
[felt empty] yes

DO YOU LIKE TO

[give hugs] yes
[give back rubs] not really
[take walks in the rain] yes, occasionally
[go to the beach] yes
[play in the snow] yes
[stay up all night talking to friends] yes
[work out] yes
[talk on the phone] sometimes, it depends who
[be wild] yes

HAVE YOU EVER

[been to a concert] yes
[been out of state] yes
[cheated on a test] yes

EXTRAS

[what is your worst habit] i have to many
[what really makes you mad] being lied to
[scariest moment] not sure
[where are you] in my computer room
[are you wearing any jewlery] yes
[what boxers do you have on right now] im not wearing any haha
[what song are you listening to right now] Hopeless-Ludacris

[what is the last thing you said] hmm, can't remeber
[are you glad this surveys over] i guess

liddyinred @ 2004-12-29T14:28:00

2004-12-29T19:36:03Z

HAVE YOU:
been drunk. yes
smoked pot. yes
smoked something else. yes
had a dream where you died. yes
kissed a member of the same sex. not in a sexual way
rode in a taxi. yes
been dumped. yes
been fired. no
been in love. yes
been in a fist fight. yes
snuck out of your parent's house. yes
been arrested. yes
celebrated new years in times square. no
went on a blind date. no
gone skinny dipping. yes
lied to a friend. yes for a good cause
had a crush on a teacher. no
celebrated mardi-gras in new orleans. no
been to europe. no
skipped school. yes
hooked up with a stranger. no
thrown up from drinking. yes
lost your sibling. no
played 'clue'. yes
had a sleepover party. yes
went ice skating. yes
been cheated on. yes
had a sweet sixteen. no
had a quinceanera. no
hallucinated. no
had a car. no
drove. yes

DO YOU:
have a bf. yes
have a gf. yes ( Chelsea :) )
feel loved. yes
feel lonely. at times
feel happy. at times
hate yourself. not now
believe in ghosts. no angles: yes
have a dog. yes
have your own room. yes
listen to r&b/ hip hop. yes
listen to rap. yes
listen to rock. sometimes
listen to soul. yes
listen to techno. yes
listen to reggae. yes
paint your nails. yes
have more than 1 best friend. yes
sing on pitch. no
get good grades. no
play an instrument. no
have slippers. yes
wear boxers. no
wear black eyeliner. yes
wear name brand clothes. yes
like the color blue. yes
like the color yellow. yes
cyber. no
claim. no
like to read. no
like to write. sometimes
get bored fast. when im by myself
have long hair. yes
have medium hair. no
have short hair. no
have a cell phone. yes
have a laptop. no
have a pager. no

liddyinred @ 2004-12-29T12:39:00

2004-12-29T18:14:41Z

What kind of Kiss are you? You have an entrancing kiss~ the kind that leaves<br>your partner bedazzled and maybe even feeling<br>he/she is dreaming. Quite effective; the kiss&that never lessens and always blows your partner away like the first time What's your anime hair color? ~GREEN~ Your the crazy one. You like to have fun and do outragous things. It's pretty outragous to die your hair green,not like I have a proble. You're funny,wild,silly and a joker. It seems you make the wildest ideas.Hey,keep it up

what a night

2004-12-29T16:06:04Z

Yesterday- Cheerleading was good untill my baby sister got sick and started throwing up. Come to find out the pizza we were so excided to get gave us food poisoning. So we left early and i stayed up with her all night rubbing her back. I even let her sleep with my new bear jonny gave me :)

well i just got back from the doctors, im feeling pretty shity so im going to try to go back to bed.